"Silvia, I was wrong to hide that from you. But it was Graham's birthday. Leonard James's gone, and those kids have no one. I just felt sorry for them."
I turned and hurled the bag of herbal medicine I'd been brewing straight at his feet.
"You feel sorry for them? What about me?"
My lower back had been in agony for two solid weeks. I'd been choking down bitter herbal remedies every day, and it still wasn't getting better. The slightest heavy lifting sent a stabbing pain through my spine.
I grabbed my faded coat off the couch and threw it in his face.
"Your poor cousin's widow gets a twenty-three-hundred-dollar coat, and I get this. Two hundred dollars. Three years old."
Jonathan's expression darkened.
"Silvia, Maya is all alone, raising two kids by herself. She's already got it hard enough. You're really going to get petty over a coat? A widow can't even have one nice thing?"
I was about to press him about the children when his phone cut through the air with a shrill ring.
"Jonathan, you need to come, please. Graham got scared today and now he's burning up. He keeps crying for you. I don't know what to do."
Panic flashed across Jonathan's face. He didn't even stop to change his shoes before bolting for the door.
"Maya, don't panic. Wipe him down with rubbing alcohol to bring the fever down. I'm on my way. I'll take him to the hospital."
I watched his silhouette disappear into the night, and something inside me went cold.
Jonathan didn't come home that night. The next morning, I stared at my swollen, bloodshot eyes in the bathroom mirror and layered on concealer until they looked almost normal.
I drove straight to the neighborhood where Maya lived and parked along the curb near the front gate, half-hidden behind the landscaping.
At seven fifteen, Jonathan appeared. He was holding Graham by the hand, then scooped the boy up into his arms with easy affection and settled him into the car.
Graham looked perfectly healthy. Rosy cheeks, loud voice.
"Dad, pick me up early today, okay? Tyler's dad always gets there before you."
Jonathan crouched down and squeezed the boy's chubby cheeks.
"Deal. Dad's gonna be first in line today."
Maya walked over and straightened Jonathan's collar with the casual ease of a woman who'd done it a thousand times.
"Graham, Daddy has to work. Stop being so clingy."
She turned to Jonathan. "Don't spoil him. Work comes first. I can pick him up if you can't make it."
Jonathan straightened up and slipped his arm around Maya's waist.
"It's fine. You've got your hands full with Sharon James already. Don't run yourself ragged. I'll drive over. It's quick."
He opened the passenger door and helped Maya into the seat.
As she bent to get in, Jonathan leaned down and planted a kiss on her cheek.
Maya covered her face, giggling with a shy, girlish smile.
Jonathan grinned, satisfied, and jogged around to the driver's side.
The car rolled past me. Through the window, I saw one of Jonathan's hands on the wheel and the other wrapped around Maya's.
My stomach lurched. His words kept echoing in my skull, righteous and earnest, every single one of them.
"Silvia, Leonard's gone. We should help Maya out more. It's not easy for her, raising two kids on her own."
"Silvia, Maya's drain is clogged. Let me go take a look."
"Silvia, Maya has a prenatal checkup. I should go with her."
How many nights had he not come home? How many of those nights had he been lying beside her, tangled up in her sheets, while I sat alone in our apartment like a fool, telling myself he was just a good man who cared about family, doing right by his late cousin's widow?
He'd even spent an entire week at the hospital when Maya gave birth to Sharon, the baby everyone believed was Leonard's posthumous child. The doctors and nurses all assumed Jonathan was Maya's husband. The baby's father.
When I'd confronted him about it, told him he was crossing a line, he'd exploded.
"Silvia Cooley, what is wrong with you? How can your mind go somewhere that disgusting? Throwing dirt on your own cousin-in-law?"
"Just because you're cold and heartless doesn't mean the rest of us have to be. Not everyone turns their back on family."
I wiped my tears, walked into the security office at the front gate, and told them I'd lost something valuable in the area.
They pulled up the surveillance footage.
