The young pup couldn't have been more than six, her wolf barely two weeks awakened. She stood in the training circle with her shoulders hunched, her eyes fixed on the ground like she expected punishment just for existing.
I knew that posture. I'd worn it myself for years.
"Hey," I said softly, crouching down to her level. "What's your name?"
"Lily." Her voice was barely a whisper.
"Lily. That's pretty." I smiled at her, and something in her stance relaxed just a fraction. "You know what I think? I think your wolf is going to be amazing. Want to know why?"
She nodded, still not meeting my eyes.
"Because she picked you. And wolves always know."
Lily finally looked up, and I saw hope flicker across her small face. It made my chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with the severed bond.
Over the next hour, I worked with five young pups, helping them understand their newly awakened wolves. Teaching them balance, control, confidence. Things no one had taught me when my wolf first emerged.
I didn't notice Valentino until the session ended and the pups scattered toward the main building for lunch. He was leaning against a pine tree at the edge of the clearing, his amber eyes fixed on me with an expression that made my breath catch.
Reverence. That was the only word for it.
Finn had never looked at me like that. Not once in ten years.
"You're good with them," Valentino said, pushing off the tree and walking toward me. His scent hit me first—pine and cedar, warm and grounding. My wolf stirred, that broken part of me reaching toward him like a plant toward sunlight.
"They remind me why this matters," I said. "The work. The pack. All of it."
"You remind them that they matter." He stopped a respectful distance away, always careful not to crowd my space. "That little one—Lily—she was terrified when she first shifted. Wouldn't leave her mother's cabin for three days. You got her smiling in an hour."
Something warm unfurled in my chest. Pride, maybe. Or just the simple recognition of being seen.
"I was terrified too, when my wolf first came," I admitted. "No one told me it was okay to be scared."
Valentino's expression softened. "Then you're giving them what you needed. That's powerful, Elodie."
The way he said my name—like it meant something, like I meant something—made my damaged wolf practically purr. A low, rumbling sound answered her, so quiet I almost missed it.
Valentino was purring. For me. To comfort me.
My eyes snapped to his, and he looked almost embarrassed, like the sound had escaped without permission.
"Sorry," he said quickly. "I didn't mean to—"
"Don't apologize." The words came out rougher than I intended. "It's... nice."
His shoulders relaxed, and that gentle rumble continued, wrapping around me like a blanket. My wolf sighed, content in a way she hadn't been in months. Maybe years.
We stood there in the snow-dusted clearing, the afternoon sun filtering through the pines, and I felt something shift inside me. Something small but significant. Like the first crack in ice before the thaw.
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That evening, I found myself at Valentino's cabin without quite meaning to. He'd mentioned he was making stew, and somehow my feet had carried me to his door.
He didn't seem surprised to see me. Just smiled and stepped aside to let me in.
His cabin was larger than mine, with a massive stone hearth that dominated one wall. The fire crackled and popped, casting dancing shadows across rough wooden furniture. It smelled like him—that intoxicating pine and cedar—mixed with herbs and cooking meat.
"I hope you're hungry," he said, ladling stew into two bowls. "I always make too much."
We ate in comfortable silence at first, the kind that didn't need filling. But as the fire burned lower and the night pressed against the windows, Valentino started talking.
"I had responsibilities once," he said quietly, staring into the flames. "Heavy ones. The kind that make you forget who you are underneath all the expectations."
I set down my bowl, my full attention on him now.
"People saw the position, the power, the title." His jaw tightened. "They never saw me. Just what I could do for them. What I represented."
My heart clenched. "That sounds lonely."
"It was." He looked at me then, those amber eyes full of something raw and honest. "So I left. Not permanently, but... I needed to find out who I was when no one knew my name. When I was just Valentino, not—" He stopped himself. "Not what everyone expected me to be."
I understood that. God, did I understand that.
"I was never enough," I heard myself say. "For ten years, I tried to be what he needed. Strong enough, quiet enough, understanding enough. But it was never right. I was never her."
Valentino's hand found mine across the rough wooden table. His touch was warm, careful, asking permission even as he offered comfort.
"You were always enough," he said, his voice fierce. "He just didn't deserve you."
Tears burned behind my eyes, but I didn't let them fall. Instead, I turned my hand over, lacing my fingers through his.
We sat like that as the fire burned down to embers, two broken people finding something whole in each other's company.
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Marcus found me three days later, his expression grim.
"Got word from Silverfang," he said. "Their southern border got hit by rogues last night. Bad."
My stomach dropped. "How bad?"
"Three dead, seven injured. The rogues walked right through their defenses like they weren't even there." He paused. "Your old Alpha is asking for you."
My wolf went completely still.
"He can ask all he wants," I said flatly. "I'm done with Silverfang."
Marcus studied me for a long moment, then nodded. "Fair enough. Just thought you should know—his wolf is apparently going feral. The Beta says he's barely holding it together."
I waited for the guilt to hit, for that old instinct to rush back and try to fix him.
It didn't come.
All I felt was a distant, cold satisfaction. He'd made his choice. Now he could live with it.
Behind me, I heard Valentino's quiet footsteps, felt his steadying presence at my back. My wolf leaned into him without hesitation, drawing strength from his calm.
"You okay?" Valentino asked softly.
I turned to face him, saw the concern in his eyes, the complete absence of judgment or expectation.
"Yeah," I said, and meant it. "I really am."
