He had always been courteous to me. Within the Family, men lowered their voices and called it respect, the way a Don honors the woman who carries his name.
I used to believe it too. But after everything, after the long nights and the closing doors, I finally understood the truth of it. It was not respect at all. Dominic Moretti was simply tired of me, the way a man grows tired of an old debt he has long since stopped intending to pay.
His sworn brother dipped his head at me as we stepped out of the holding cell's cold corridor, the fluorescent light flickering against the wet pavement beyond the doors. "Thank you for the trouble, signora," he murmured, the words polished, hollow.
I gave a small nod and followed the officer to finish the paperwork that sprang a Moretti from a federal cage. My fingers moved across the forms without trembling. I was his wife. Things like this were supposed to be my duty, the quiet obligation of the woman the bloodline had taken in and made one of their own. You did not ask whether you wished to. You simply did it.
It was the dead middle of the night. Dominic had been drinking, the kind of drinking that came after blood, so I was the one behind the wheel. He sat in the back of the car like a king in exile. His usually immaculate hair was disordered, the collar of his crisp shirt torn open, and one of his hands was bruised and bandaged where the knuckles had split against another man's teeth.
He had always been the kind of man who kept himself flawless, every line of him pressed and controlled, the way a Don must be when the whole territory watches for weakness. And now here he was. Disheveled. Bloodied. Over a new associate the Family had handed him, a girl with soft eyes who carried his messages and, it seemed, far more than that.
His phone rang against the silence. He answered it in a tone I had not heard turned toward me in years. Soft. Warm. The voice of a man who still had tenderness left in him, only not for me.
"It's nothing, tesoro. Don't worry. I'm fine," he said gently, and the word slid out of him so easily it might have been her name.
"It's late. You should rest. There's no need to wait up for me."
Simple words. But the affection wrapped around them was unmistakable, and it filled the car like smoke, like something I could choke on.
I watched him in the rearview mirror, the dim glow of the dash catching his face, and I caught the smile he could not quite smother as he ended the call. A private thing. A thing that belonged to someone else.
I kept my eyes on the wet road ahead and twisted the thin band on my finger, the wedding ring I had long since stopped believing in. "Was tonight the fight over Gianna?"
"Eva, don't start." Dominic did not so much as flinch. His authority settled over the back seat like a weight, the temperature in the car seeming to drop with the flatness of his voice. "She carries for me. She moves in my name. If a man disrespects her in front of the whole table and I do nothing, how do you imagine that reflects on me? On the Family?"
He let the silence stretch, deliberate, before he finished cutting.
"You're Eva Moretti. You stand under the protection of this bloodline. You never have to soil your hands with this kind of trouble. But she isn't you." Each word was measured, precise, and somewhere beneath the calm I heard the thing he meant but would not say. She needs me. You don't.
It was only a question. A small one. But somehow it had struck the nerve he kept guarded, and I felt the air thicken around us, the careful peace of the marriage tilting toward something dangerous.
I said nothing more. There was nothing to be gained by it, and in this world a wise woman learns when silence is the only safe ground left to stand on.
Still, the irritation lived in him, restless. "Take me to the office. There's business I need to finish before morning."
I glanced at him again in the mirror.
Once, I would have worried. I would have told him not to wear himself thin, to let the work wait until the sun came up, to come home and sleep beside me. The old words rose in my throat the way they always had, out of habit, out of the girl I used to be. But they caught there now, and died unspoken. There was no place left in him where such words could land.
I turned the wheel and made a slow U-turn at the empty intersection, the city sleeping dark and indifferent around us, and I drove him to the building that fronted the Syndicate's clean money, the office where the legitimate face of the Family wore its expensive lights.
As he climbed out, he said what he always said, the line worn smooth as a coin passed through too many hands. "Thank you for tonight."
Then he shut the door behind him without ceremony and walked off into the dark, his bandaged hand at his side, and he did not look back. He never did. I had stopped expecting him to.
It was not until I was about to pull away from the curb, the engine idling low against the hush of the street, that I noticed it sitting there on the back seat where he had been.
He had left his phone behind.
