Christopher's POV
Millicent has been avoiding me since our last encounter. Was it because of the kiss we shared or was it because of its effect on her? I know that she must have felt that unbelievable pull like I did. I raised my hands and wiped my face with my palm in frustration. Even now, as I thought about her, I could feel my beast rising. I wanted her desperately. It felt like my life deepened on mating with her. I have never felt anything like it.
I have noticed that she goes off to somewhere most evenings and I got my Beta, James to find out where. He reported his findings to me and I felt she needed her privacy. I usually go to the same place in the past whenever I wanted to be alone.
But I couldn't refrain from following her this time because I felt an overpowering need to be with her. I had missed her so damn much!
I got to the stream, and was not disappointed as I met her sitting in the sand, her eyes closed as she took in the serenity of her environment.
'This place is so peaceful. I understand why you come here', I said. She looked at me with surprise and there was a question in her eyes, so I hastened to explain, 'This was also my favourite place when I was growing up'.
She turned back towards the stream and I took it as an invitation to sit with her. I complied, throwing stones into the water like I usually did in the past.
'Christopher, why will you not leave me alone?' It seems to me that you are tailing me!' she said, looking at me with narrowed eyes.
I looked at her for a while, wondering that she could even ask that and smiled. 'You know the answer to that. You are my mate and I feel the mate bond pulling me closer and closer to you everytime', and looking away into space, I voiced my feelings, 'I can't even fight it. I would have tried to because my brother is also mated to you but I just can't and I don't want to either because I want you for myself. I want you desperately. I have never felt this way for anyone before'. I felt that she would see the sincerity in my face and accept me.
'Too bad, because I do not feel the same way!' she said and jumped to her feet, wanting to leave.
'Oh, but you do. Should I show you?' I asked, standing as well. Without giving her time to respond, I caught her lips in a kiss. 'Oh, my God...', I thought as I felt again that delicious pull. It was pulling my inside to her and Zara was struggling to come out.
I felt her fisted hand hitting me on the chest as she struggled to get out of my arms but I held on tighter. Then I gave her another wet kiss and another and I kept going because I could not stop myself it felt so good, no - great! Then I felt Millicent's hands go round my neck as she succumbed to the pull as well with a tiny moan of pleasure. I groaned and deepened the kiss when I heard her sweet moan. The kiss became passionate as a duel. My hands went round her head and her waist, pulling her closer, I wanted to feel myself moving deep inside her, I wanted us to be one. I was growing fuller and harder very fast.
My mouth dropped to her neck and I kissed a spot that was pulsating there, my breath coming harder as my excitement grew.
'Ohhh...' she moaned echoing my silent I manoeuvered us to lying on the grass while I continued kissing her. My control was slipping, I could not bear to hold back any longer so I started unbuttoning her shirt. I did not want any barrier between us. Some of the buttons were not coming open as easily as I wanted, so I tore the shirt of her and did not care that the buttons came undone and flew in different directions.
I gazed on her braless breast, saw how pale and firm they looked with pink nipples and I knew I had to have them in my mouth and I growled as I indulged my desires. I could not get enough of those breasts. They were like fountains feeding me with the milk of life.
With each suck on her breasts, my desire increased and I felt like I was going to burst into flames, because my blood became so heated that I knew I had to have the whole of her or expire. I went lower and found her naval but that was not really where I wanted to stop despite how exquisite it was kissing it.
Millicent threw her legs apart and I went out of control. I fell on her wanting to drive myself into her, knowing that if I continued, I was going to go all the way, which was what I wanted but with a supreme effort and a frustrated cry from my beast, I pulled away from her, trying to bring myself and my beast under control.
'What...?' Millicent said in surprise, dazed eyes fluttering.
'Not this way!' I said through gritted teeth, in a bid to get some semblance of control because Zara was pushing me to continue what I had interrupted. We were at war, my beast and I. 'I want you in my bed, willing and pliant. I do not want to have to prove anything to you. We are meant for each other, you know it and need to accept it'.
'You say you want me and that we are meant to be together, yet you stab me in the back!' she said to my shock and confusion, rising to her feet, and pulling her shirt on, trying to make it decent.
'How so?' I asked, my eyes following her actions, wanting to do the opposite - get her naked again and writhing in pleasure under me.
'Sylvester and Cathania were making out in your room, were you not the one who said they could use the privacy of your room?' she said angrily.
'Oh, that!' I said, smiling, my voice husky from my indecent thoughts. 'Don't tell me you got angry when you saw them together. Were you jealous?'
When she didn't respond, I asked, 'How can you be jealous when I did it for us?' Did she really not know why I did it? I thought.
'You mean, you did it for yourself?' she countered. 'You encouraged your brother to cheat on me and you say you did it for me?' Her voice was now raised and I didn't want it to carry and bring anyone to this place.
'Okay, listen... you don't have to shout', I said, raising my hands to calm her. 'Cathania came in when we were having a conversation about you know what...' Before I could say more, she interrupted.
'I don't!'
'Well, we were discussing about the mate issue and things got out of hand as she decided she must have Sylvester. I told them they were love birds and that I would give them their privacy. Will it not solve our problems if he chooses Cathania all over and I have you solely to myself?' I asked. To me, that was the reasonable solution. Fuck the moon goddess with her ideas of a joke!
She looked at me and shook her head, leaving without another word.
'Damn! This girl was very stubborn. I thought as I looked after her longingly, admitting to myself that the way she tied the ruined shirt was very becoming, accentuating her tiny waists and firm buttocks. But if Millicent was stubborn, I was more so and I was going to pursue her relentlessly.
