"It's about genuine attention, Edward," I said, my voice steady despite the tremor in my hands. "It's about thoughtful gestures. It's about someone noticing when I'm cold and offering his jacket instead of just asking if I'm 'fine' from across the room."
Edward scoffed, a short, derisive sound. "Brody Frazier's empty grandstanding? You think that's genuine? He's a spoiled rich kid playing games, Allyson. He's throwing money at you because that's all he knows how to do."
"He listens, Edward," I countered, my voice rising. "He remembers things. He encouraged me to pursue the training program I just got into, something you would have dismissed as a distraction. He cares about my well-being, not just my efficiency."
"This is ridiculous," Edward snapped, running a hand through his damp hair. "This is about a petty disagreement, a misunderstanding. You're blowing this out of proportion. You're overreacting."
"Overreacting?" I laughed, a harsh, humorless sound. "Edward, I spent three years of my life with you. Three years of feeling like a ghost in my own home. Do you remember when I had that terrible flu? Shivering under three blankets while you worked in the next room? You brought me water, yes, but you never once touched my forehead, never asked if I needed anything beyond the basic. You just executed the task, like I was another item on your to-do list."
My voice broke, but I pushed through the pain. "Do you remember my birthday last year? The smart speaker. Because it would 'help me manage my tasks more efficiently.' Everything with you was about practicality, about logic, about convenience. Never about me. Never about us."
He looked away, his jaw tight. He hated being confronted with emotional truths. He always preferred the sterile world of data and quantifiable results.
"And now, you accuse Brody of being manipulative?" I continued, stepping closer, my anger finally eclipsing my fear. "He's transparent about his motives, yes. But he's not the one who used me as a convenient attachment while pining after his high school crush for years. He's not the one who brought a fake promise ring to a gala to save face, then had to be called out in public for it."
Edward suddenly moved, cornering me against the wall of the building. His large frame loomed over me, his eyes, usually so calculating, now wild and desperate.
"I love you, Allyson," he blurted out, the words ripped from him, raw and unexpected. "I always have. I just... I didn't know how to show it. I thought... I thought you understood."
The sudden declaration hung in the cold night air, shocking me into silence. My mind reeled. Love? He loved me? After years of emotional starvation, after all the neglect, the indifference?
"You... what?" I finally managed, my voice a thin whisper.
He looked away, his brow furrowed, a flush creeping up his neck. He looked genuinely uncomfortable, like a man forced to speak a foreign language. "I know it doesn't sound like it. I know I wasn't... demonstrative. But I did. I do." He looked back at me, his eyes pleading. "The Jeannette thing was a mistake. A fantasy. I just... I got caught up in the past. But you, Allyson, you were always here. You were constant. You were... mine."
"Yours?" I repeated, the word tasting bitter.
"My anchor," he clarified, as if that made it better. "My stability. I relied on you. I trusted you." He took a deep, shaky breath. "When you broke up with me, it felt like... like the ground fell out from under me. I didn't know what to do." He gestured vaguely towards the street. "That's why I came back for Jeannette. To prove to myself I wasn't just... alone. But it wasn't the same. It was never the same."
He looked at me, his eyes filled with a desperate intensity. "Don't you see, Allyson? You're the one. You always were. My feelings for Jeannette, they were a ghost from the past. You're real. You're my reality." He pointed to the promise ring on his finger. "This is real. I got it for you. After you left. To show you I was serious. I just... didn't get a chance to show you."
He paused, then added, "You must believe me."
I stared at him, bewildered. His words, his raw emotion-it was unlike anything I had ever witnessed from him. But the promise ring? A symbol he had once dismissed as meaningless. And the timing… only after I left. Only after Brody appeared.
"You're saying you actually cared about me?" I asked, a cynical edge to my voice. "The man who barely acknowledged my existence for three years? The man whose 'love' felt colder than a winter night?"
He flinched. "I expressed it... differently. I thought you understood my nature. My focus on work. It was my way of providing for us. For our future." He looked at his watch, a familiar, almost subconscious habit. "This is taking too long. We need to go home. We can talk about this properly there." He reached for my hand. "Come on. It's getting late."
"Home?" I pulled my hand away. "There is no 'home,' Edward. Not anymore."
He looked at me as if I'd spoken in a foreign language. "Allyson, don't be absurd. You live there. Your things are there. We'll go back, and we'll sort this out."
He took a step towards me, a look of grim determination on his face. He expected me to follow. He always expected me to follow.
I stood my ground, my expression carefully blank. The rain was starting to pick up, a cold, insistent drumming against the pavement. I felt a chill deep in my bones, but it wasn't from the weather.
I pulled out my phone, despite having just turned it off, and quickly tapped out a message. A cab. I needed to get away from him. Away from the suffocating weight of his sudden, desperate declarations.
The cab arrived in minutes, its yellow headlights cutting through the gloom. I walked quickly, purposefully, around Edward, not looking back.
"Allyson!" he called out, his voice sharp with frustration.
I paused at the cab door, my hand on the handle. I turned, finally meeting his gaze, my own eyes cold and clear.
"This isn't a misunderstanding, Edward," I said, my voice steady, firm. "It's the truth. You never loved me. Not in the way I needed. Not in the way I deserved. And I'm done waiting for you to realize that." I stepped into the cab, closing the door behind me.
Through the rain-streaked window, I saw his face. Confusion. Pure, unadulterated confusion.
