Arguments lose their meaning when the bond is already severed.
I didn't think I could be this calm. My voice remained steady, devoid of the tremors wrecking my insides.
"You're right. I can't control you." I took a breath, steeling myself. "But listen closely: since Lily is the only daughter you care about, she can handle your future. Do not contact me again."
I gripped the phone tighter, my knuckles turning white. "Consider me dead. As far as you're concerned, I was never born."
I ended the call before they could respond.
Silence reclaimed the small rental apartment, heavy and suffocating. The ticking of the wall clock sounded like hammer strikes against my skull.
Mechanically, I prepared a bowl of instant noodles. The steam curled up, carrying the scent of cheap preservatives—a stark contrast to the feast I knew was happening elsewhere. While I ate, my thumb hovered over my phone screen before tapping open social media.
Lily had just updated her feed. A nine-photo grid.
The center image featured a massive red banner: $100,000 Dowry. The bold golden characters mocked me.
In the candid shots, Mom and Dad gazed at Lily with eyes full of tenderness. She wore a traditional red bridal gown, intricate gold embroidery shimmering under the lights. They looked like the perfect, happy family.
Her caption was sickeningly sweet: Thank you, Mom and Dad, for giving me the best love in the world.
I scrolled to the comments. Amidst the sea of congratulations, Mom's reply sat pinned at the top.
Silly girl, Mom and Dad will forever be your safe harbor.
A string of sun and kiss emojis followed. To any outsider, it was a touching display of mother-daughter devotion.
My hand shook so violently I nearly dropped the phone. I enlarged the photos, zooming in on every smile, every loving glance.
A hot tear splashed onto the screen, distorting their happy faces.
We shared the same blood. We came from the same womb. Why were our worlds so different?
Lily and I were twins. She entered the world fifteen minutes before me.
According to my parents, Lily had been weak and sickly since birth. They dragged her to hospitals across the country, doting on her fragile health. I was dumped at my grandparents' house in the countryside and lived there until I finished elementary school.
Their excuse never changed: You stole your sister's nutrition in the womb. That's why she's sick. It's your fault.
They only brought me to the city for middle school because the village didn't have one. That was when my life as their live-in servant began.
While Lily lounged on the sofa watching TV and crunching potato chips, I scrubbed floors until my knees bruised. I washed dishes, hauled trash, hung laundry.
On our birthdays, Lily unwrapped brand-new princess dresses and porcelain dolls. I received her cast-offs—stained clothes and broken toys she'd grown bored of.
I was young then. I didn't understand the cruelty of it.
"Am I not good enough?" I once asked Grandma, tears stinging my eyes.
Grandma smoothed my hair, her expression pained. "It's not that you aren't good, child. It's that you're too sensible. You don't make enough noise."
Her words only confused me. At school, teachers praised the obedient students. Why did my obedience at home make me invisible?
Desperate for their approval, I threw myself into my studies. I thought if I was perfect, they would finally see me.
I was wrong.
The memory of my first year in middle school remained etched in my mind like a scar. I came home clutching my final exam results—a perfect score—and the "Top Student" certificate.
My heart hammered as I placed the certificate on the living room table, right where they couldn't miss it. I didn't need a gift. I just wanted a smile. A hug. Good job, Savannah.
Instead, Mom's hand cracked across my face.
The sting was sharp, immediate, blinding. I stumbled back, clutching my cheek, staring at her in horror.
"Don't you know your sister failed her exam?" Mom screeched, her face twisted with disgust. "How dare you show off your grades? You did this on purpose to humiliate her!"
Dad didn't defend me. He sneered, eyes cold. "Exactly. So young, yet so vain. Your thoughts are dark, Savannah. Always scheming."
Vain. Scheming.
The words nailed me to the floor. I opened my mouth to defend myself, but no sound came out.
Dad snatched the certificate from the table. Without breaking eye contact, he ripped it down the middle, then tore it again and again until my hard work was nothing but confetti on the floor.
