But soon, I began to realize that nothing in the Hart house was ever as simple as it pretended to be.
When Lorenzo came through the front door, I was finishing the last of my meal. The plates were nearly empty, the side dish scraped clean, the silver fork resting where I'd set it down without ceremony. Outside, one of the soldiers shifted on the steps, his shadow sliding across the leaded glass before going still again. In this house even the quiet was guarded.
He stood in the kitchen doorway, his coat still on, the damp Chicago night clinging to the wool, his jaw tight. He looked at the empty plates, at the clean board where dinner should have waited for him under a warm cloth, and the irritation rolled off him like heat from a furnace stoked too high. A man like Lorenzo Hart was not accustomed to coming home to nothing. The Family bent for him. The streets bent for him. His own wife, once, had bent fastest of all.
"Adriana. Where's my dinner?"
"You can make something yourself. There are leftovers in the fridge," I said without looking up, scraping the remnants of my plate into the trash. The scrape of porcelain was the loudest thing in the room, and I let it be.
Something in him snapped. He crossed the kitchen in two strides, that faint hitch in his stride swallowed by his fury, his hand closing around my arm and spinning me to face him. His grip was firm. Not enough to bruise, but enough to remind me that Lorenzo Hart was a man who held power in his hands every single day, who decided with those same hands which men in this city kept breathing and which did not.
"What has gotten into you these last few days?" His voice was low, controlled, the voice he used at a sit-down to make grown men sweat through their good suits. But the anger simmered just beneath the surface, alive, coiled. "I've been trying to make things right. What more do you want from me? Why do you insist on making everything difficult?"
I met his eyes. Dark, furious, searching for the woman who used to fold under his displeasure, the girl who used to read his moods like weather and rearrange herself around them. He searched. She wasn't there anymore. She had been buried somewhere quiet, and I had not told him where.
"Lorenzo, if I tell you I'm not making things difficult and you still don't believe me, then call it whatever you want." My voice came out even, flat as still water, and I felt his fingers tighten a fraction at the calm of it. "I've been working all day and I'm exhausted. I'm going to bed. Please try to keep it quiet."
I pulled my arm free. He let me, which told me more than his temper did, and I turned to walk away.
Then I stopped. Turned back. I reached down without thinking and twisted the bare gold band on my finger once, the way I did before I said a thing no one could talk me out of. I let the words land with the same deliberate calm he used when issuing orders to his men, the calm that meant the matter was already decided and the room could either accept it or test him.
"Oh, and since I'm pregnant and you keep disturbing my rest, we'll be sleeping in separate rooms. I've already moved your things to the guest room."
His face darkened. The stillness that came over him was the kind I'd seen settle over a table just before a sit-down turned to blood, that terrible pause where the air thickens and every man in the room learns where his own gun is without looking. His hand found his car keys on the marble counter. He took them, turned without a word, and walked out of the brownstone, pulling the heavy oak door shut behind him with a force that rolled through the whole house. On the hallway wall the framed photographs shuddered on their hooks, the old wedding portrait among them tilting a degree out of true, and I stood in the silence he left and did not move to fix it.
