Salvatore cooked for Vittoria himself every day, rich broths and hand-rolled pasta carried up to her rooms. He walked her through the estate gardens, took her into the city to spend without limit, and when the morning sickness came he cupped his own hands beneath her chin without a flicker of disgust.
He never missed a single visit from the family physician, staying at her side, his gaze filled with devotion as though she were the most precious thing the Marchetti bloodline had ever guarded.
I had begged Salvatore more times than I could count to choose a name for our child. He always took a long time to answer.
"Adriana, a name is just a label. Pick anything. I have business at the club. We'll settle it after the baby comes."
Yet the moment Vittoria was carrying his child, Salvatore already had a hundred names ready.
"Vittoria, what about Asha for our baby? It means a bright road ahead."
"Or Ethan? It carries wisdom, and a future that answers to no one."
"No. We'll call him Matteo. I don't care if he ever sits at the head of the table. I only want him safe. I want him to live a long life."
After every visit from the physician, he gave Vittoria a gift. A necklace off a jeweler's private tray. A limited car that never touched a showroom floor.
"Our Vittoria came through another checkup without harm. That calls for a celebration."
He gave her a castle in Europe when she was delivered of the child, safe and whole.
And me?
All I was ever given was a single line. "Adriana, thank you for the trouble you've gone to. I have a sit-down to attend."
So this was the distance between love and indifference.
I set the phone down, my heart cold and numb. Without a second thought, I booked passage out of the country three days from now.
I lay back against the hospital bed and stared at the ceiling, my chest filled with an unbearable emptiness.
I didn't sleep a single moment that night.
The next morning Salvatore, as always, had one of his associates bring me a proper meal.
I used to be touched by such thoughtfulness, believing that even when he wasn't beside me, he still cared whether I ate, whether I healed.
It wasn't until I remembered him moving around that kitchen the night before, cooking for Vittoria with his own hands, that I understood it was all for show.
I finally understood. This was not love. It was routine. A gesture that meant nothing.
Set against real affection, blood money was worthless.
Seeing that I hadn't touched a bite, Salvatore frowned, his voice filled with concern. "Adriana, why aren't you eating? Is it not to your taste?"
"It's nothing. I just miss the baby," I answered coldly.
Salvatore gave a low laugh. "You mean Matteo? I miss him too. I never understood it before, but now that I'm a father I can't stand to be away from him even a moment. Our Matteo is the most beautiful child in the world."
"My mother is beside herself now that there's a grandson to carry the name. She's been holding court at the old estate. We'll go and collect Matteo later."
I said nothing. I had already decided to leave, so none of it reached me anymore.
When we came to the old Marchetti estate, the moment we crossed the threshold I saw the matriarch and Vittoria at ease with the child, the two of them playing with Matteo like women who owned the place.
Vittoria wore something limited and expensive, her face bright, no trace of the exhaustion that childbirth leaves behind.
Carmela, doting on her grandson, was feeding Vittoria spoonfuls of bone broth from a good bowl, treating her like a daughter of the blood.
The moment Vittoria saw me she let a small smile cross her lips and turned to the matriarch, her voice dripping false modesty. "Zia, you really shouldn't spoil me like this. People will take me for your son's wife. Adriana might grow jealous. You ought to give her the broth instead. She's weak. She needs it more than I do."
Following her glance, Carmela looked at me, and her expression soured at once.
I was still in the bloodstained clothes from the day it all went wrong.
Disgust crossed her face. "Has my son ever let you go without food or clothing? Why do you present yourself like this? It's an ill omen. Are you trying to shame this family before everyone?"
"Look at Vittoria. She's only just given birth, and she carries herself better than you do. You're making a spectacle of nothing."
"You couldn't even conduct yourself properly while you were carrying, running around like a fool. It's a wonder that fall didn't kill you. And now you dare play the wounded one? If anything had happened to my grandson, I'd have had Salvatore sever the pact with you where you stood."
"You knew you were to nurse him, and still you took your medicine as you pleased. If Vittoria hadn't stepped in to feed him, my grandson would have starved because of you. You bring bad luck into this house."
The rosary in her hand snapped shut with a sharp click. "I'll say it plainly, here and now. Vittoria is my goddaughter. From this day she calls me 'Mother,' the same as Salvatore does."
