I used to be hesitant because I couldn't bear to leave Sarah. Then the shit happened as she was giving me a choice. I glanced at the closed door of the guest room indifferently and the men and women still continued to make a dirty sound inside.
"I should have been learning a lot of medical skills and become a doctor but I have wasted my time and ability. Now I know what I want to do. I decide to take the job and help you making more money."
"Great. I know you are talented and will be useful in Alreighton. Don't let me down. I will ask someone to pick you up once you arrive."
"Excellent." After having a little chit-chat and Chester hung up the phone.
Sarah, who was wearing Jack's white shirt, opened the door and showed up. She had kiss marks all over her neck and under her body. I pretended not to see, but I didn’t need to waste my time to find out just to know. Yet, I still gasped and suddenly felt sick.
Seeing my reaction, Sarah approached me anxiously. I could smell the unique perfume of Henry lingered on her body. Sarah doted on him too much and asked the perfume company to customize a personal perfume for him.
The nausea spread extremely into my head. I pushed her away and continued to pretend to be blind. I groped all the way to the bathroom. It turned out that my body also began to resist Sarah's approach.
I squatted on the toilet and retched. After I calmed down, I saw the pregnancy test stick in the trash can. There were two red lines on it. I looked at it for a long time and it remained unchanged, as if laughing at my incompetence.
I couldn’t describe the feeling I got at the moment. I couldn’t cry, as if nothing else except endless pain. Since I became blind, Sarah and I hadn’t had sex for half a year. There was no need to guess whose child this was.
Sarah chased me in a panic. She hugged me from behind in shock, “Chester, what’s wrong with you? Are you sick? You make me worried.”
Her hands holding my waist trembled slightly, as if I would disappear at any time. She couldn’t help but hold me tighter. It was just so disgusting that she made love with another man before, then she showed her affection to me in the next second.
Sarah was really good at acting. I pulled her hand away and separated from her. "Perhaps it’s a stomach ache. I hardly swallowed everything I eat these days."
I had no idea when I learned to lie. I used to hate being a liar, but I turned to be one of those kinds.
After hearing my words, she suddenly shocked if she was facing a great enemy. She had always been a clean freak, but she was not afraid of the vomit on my body. She hugged me tightly again.
"Honey, I'm sorry. I've been so busy with work and I have no time to accompany you. It's my fault that you always eat alone and can't take care of yourself," She held my face as she frowned.
She took me back to the room and took out new clothes for me to change. However, I stopped her and put on my clothes myself.
Sarah was stunned. This was the first time since we got married that I didn't want her to help me. Her heart seemed to miss a beat. I was already lying on the bed and she carefully took the quilt for me and covered me.
"Honey, are you angry with me? Are you blaming me for not having time to accompany you? If it is the reason then I will not work tomorrow. Tomorrow is your birthday. We can spend our time together all day, okay?"
It seemed like the queen who used to be decisive in protecting her own profits could actually be so humble. I smiled bitterly. Was it my luck or misfortune?
I was so exhausted and drained that I couldn't resist to fall asleep. Sarah thought that I was fainted and suddenly her cell phone rang.
