Her spirit, thin and ethereal, lingered tethered to the mortal world, clinging stubbornly to him. Braxton refused to let the coroner's attendants lay a single finger on her body. He stayed rooted beside her in the cold, sterile morgue, a silent, unyielding sentinel guarding the only person he had ever loved. The air hung heavy with the sharp, biting stench of antiseptic, tangled with the crushing, bone-deep grief that suffocated every breath he took.
He pulled a crisp, pristine white handkerchief from his breast pocket and, with a touch as tender and reverent as a whispered prayer, gently wiped the crusted, drying blood from her pale cheeks. Every deliberate movement was an act of quiet worship, stirring violent waves of dazed confusion through Alexandr’s fading, fraying consciousness.
He fished out his phone. The glowing screen lit up his haggard face, casting jagged, elongated shadows across his grief-stricken features. His lock screen bore no corporate emblem, no meaningless abstract design. It was a photograph of her—one she had never once seen, never even suspected existed.
In the picture, she sat perched on a sun-dappled park bench, head thrown back in unbridled, genuine laughter, her eyes alight with pure, unspoiled joy. The shot dated back years—long before Jemal, long before the brutal, suffocating pressure of surviving the cruel Vargas family’s world had snuffed out the bright light in her soul. Braxton had been there that day, hidden in the shadows, watching silently. Loving her quietly from a distance she had never known.
He leaned in and spoke to her lifeless body, his voice a low, hoarse murmur, reserved solely for her ears, for her lingering spirit.
"I'm sorry, Alex. I was too late. I should have never let you go."
His quiet confession carved truth into her crumbling soul, validating the deepest, most torturous regret she had carried for a decade. Ending their engagement, choosing Jemal out of fear and desperation… it was the fatal mistake that had cost her everything—her freedom, her peace, her life, and the only man who had ever loved her unconditionally.
He bent down slowly, pressing a soft, final kiss to her ice-cold forehead. The gesture brimmed with desperate, eternal love and irrevocable finality, so heavy that her translucent spectral form trembled violently in the cold air.
Then he reached into his tailored jacket pocket and pulled free a small, intricately ornate glass vial filled with thick, dark crimson liquid. It was no weapon. It was a final vow. An end to his suffering, and a promise of reunion.
A silent, agonizing scream tore through her incorporeal form. No. Don’t do this. Don’t leave me alone.
His gaze locked with her empty, lifeless eyes, a faint, heart-wrenching sad smile tugging at his bloodless lips. Without a single moment of hesitation, he uncorked the vial and swallowed every drop of the lethal liquid in one clean, resolute gulp.
"I’ll find you in the next life," he whispered, his voice already thick and slurring, his vitality draining rapidly from his body. His tall frame slumped forward weakly, collapsing onto the cold metal gurney, resting motionless beside her body.
He had died for her. He’d spent a decade loving her in secret, and now he’d given his life for one last chance to find her again.
The catastrophic shock of his suicide shattered what little remained of her fractured soul. This ultimate act of devotion, a love powerful enough to defy death itself, was far too overwhelming for her fragile, fading spirit to endure. Her already unstable consciousness frayed completely. The searing image of his sacrifice burned permanently into the core of her being as her spectral form shattered into a million glimmering fragments of light, dissolving into the morgue’s cold air.
Everything drowned in absolute, soundless blackness—a void devoid of all feeling, all memory, all pain.
And then… a blinding, golden light burst forth out of nowhere. Warm sunlight spilled over her closed eyelids, chasing away the endless cold of death.
A voice, infuriatingly familiar and gratingly youthful, cut through the thick haze of unconsciousness. "Alexandr? Are you planning to sleep the entire day away?"
She could feel again. The impossibly soft glide of silk sheets against her skin, the warm, heavy comfort of a down duvet wrapping around her limbs. She drew in a deep breath, her lungs filling with crisp, clean, sweet-scented air—nothing like the stale, antiseptic air of the morgue she had died in.
Her lashes fluttered open, blinking rapidly to adjust to the bright light of a lavish, opulent bedroom she had not stepped foot in for ten long years. Golden sunlight streamed through floor-to-ceiling glass windows, illuminating tiny dust motes dancing gently in the warm air.
She jolted upright abruptly, her heart pounding wildly in her chest. Her body felt strange—light, unburdened, youthful, thrumming with a vibrant, untamed energy she hadn’t possessed since her teenage years. She stared down at her hands: smooth, unmarred by scars, nails short and plain, free of the polished manicure of a twenty-eight-year-old Vargas socialite. These were the hands of an innocent, unbroken eighteen-year-old girl.
A soft gasp slipped past her lips. It was her voice, yet higher, clearer, laced with the unspoiled youth she’d lost long ago.
She scrambled out of bed unsteadily, her bare feet sinking into the plush white carpet beneath her. She stumbled toward the large gilt-edged full-length mirror mounted on the wall, her hands trembling uncontrollably.
The face staring back at her was undeniably hers—but it was her eighteen-year-old self. Fresh-faced, free of fine lines and wear, the bright innocence in her eyes yet untainted by years of betrayal, manipulation, and quiet, endless heartbreak.
The brutal memories crashed over her in a suffocating wave: the cold abandoned warehouse, Jemal’s cruel sneer as he’d ended her life, and Braxton’s final, devastating sacrifice. The agony of death collided violently with the impossible, surreal reality of her youthful reflection, sending her head spinning wildly.
She staggered toward the nightstand, her gaze locking instantly on the sleek digital calendar sitting atop it. The date glowed brightly in crisp white digital numbers, clear and unmistakeable.
She was ten years in the past.
It was the exact day she had been officially welcomed back into the wealthy, ruthless Vargas family, after a full decade of drifting through the broken foster care system. This was the very start of all her suffering—the day every nightmare had begun.
Tears streamed hot and fast down her cheeks—tears of disbelieving shock, tears of crippling grief for the man she had spent a lifetime blind to, the man who had loved her until his last breath, and tears of a dawning, ferocious, unforgiving joy.
She was alive. She had been granted a second chance.
The smiling, deceitful faces of Jemal and Claire flashed sharply through her mind, immediately followed by the haunting image of Braxton’s lifeless body slumping beside hers on the cold gurney.
A cold, unshakable resolve crystallized deep in her heart, sharp and jagged as shards of frozen ice. She would not repeat the old mistakes. She would not lose him again.
This time, every last one of them would pay for every tear, every wound, every betrayal.
