Dim surgical lights reflected in my eyes as pain covered each and every pore of my body. Recalling that Xavier intended to remove my ovaries I shuddered in fear.
“No…No..please don’t do this..” Heart-wrenching whimpers fell from my mouth as I was afraid of the safety of my unborn fetus of four months alarming the doctors.
“How can she regain her consciousness so quickly?! We are still operating on her?! Inject her with anesthesia quickly!”
When they saw me resisting, the doctors hesitated.
“Sorry, Alpha Xavier will kill us if we disobey.” With that my heartbreaking cries fell on deaf ears as they bound my hands and feet tightly to the hospital bed, stuffing my mouth with a cloth.
Hot tears streamed down my eyes drooping from the heavy dose of drugs yet the doctor stabbed my shoulder with a tranquilizer.
My vision darkened and Xavier’s low growl was the last thing I heard as he instructed a doctor outside the ward.
“What the fuck are you doing, I don’t care what method you use just get this done god damnit!”
It was already morning when I came back to my senses. Fluttering my eyes open, I tried lifting my quivering arm only to fail. It took me a moment to realize that both my wrists were twisted at odd angles and were broken.
Looking at that I knew that the surgery was successful and I could no longer bear children in my life.
"No! No! What about my baby! What about my child?!" Keeping a hand on my abdomen I inhaled sharply and my pure silver wolf took control of my body.
With her healing powers, she detected a very small presence of a life inside me, almost on the verge of death. My world instantly crashed down but I slowly rubbed my tummy.
"To think that your father would try to murder you in cold blood...you are the last hope of your mom...please don't die." I caressed my abdomen in tears helplessly before I falling back on the pillow having no energy to even lift a finger.
At this moment Xavier entered the ward with the doctors as the nurse brought in a palette filled with food.
“Olivia?” Xavier saw my lifeless eyes looking outside and not responding to him at all. His face darkened instantly as he saw my bandaged arm and bruised legs.
“What the hell did you do to her?”
His glare brought chills down the spine of the onlookers when his eyes swiped at each of them one by one.
“Didn’t I say she should not be harmed?!” The doctors shuddered feeling that they committed a mistake yet when Xavier did not even punish a single one of them they felt much releived.
“Olivia are you alright?” In a state of deep shock I could not respond to a word he said and just kept on listening.
"Yes" I said indifferently feeling numb.
“Get out!” He growled, making the onlookers scatter in fear.
"A cancerous tumor was developing inside your ovaries so the doctors had to perform a surgery. You should be thankful that it was found at an early stage."
A broken whimper left my lips, hot tears dripping down my cheeks but I still did not ask any questions or complain like before, making Xavier scowl in discomfort, a tinge of guilt gnawing at his insides.
“You are sterile now.” He said, trying to get a reaction out of me.
For years Xavier’s mother treated me worse than livestock and gave me leftover food, sometimes she even said that I had gained too much weight and did not feed me.
The malnutrition accompanied by the hard training required for the luna made my body fragile, thus despite desiring to have children all these years I always thought that something was wrong with my body not knowing that Xavier was disgusted with a child borne from me.
"It’s been six years of our marriage and you have never once been pregnant so why worry about it since you might have been sterile from the very beginning. Be good and don’t think about this matter anymore.
If you have to think then only think of how you will please my mother, she will be so disappointed in you.”
Listening to the confident words of the indifferent man, my miserable married life flashed in front of my eyes and my broken eyes finally looked at his, in heart-wrenching sorrow, making him freeze in shock.
It was almost like a stranger watching him with no emotions.
“Leave me alone.” Xavier was taken aback when I turned around not willing to even look at him anymore.
“I will make the hospital discharge you in two days, by then get rid of this pesky attitude.” With that he stood up wishing to leave me all alone to teach me a lesson but a panicked voice stopped him in his tracks.
