My parents always told me we were poor. If I ever got sick, I'd just have to wait to die.
So when I was diagnosed with kidney failure, I didn't dare tell them I wanted treatment.
I rented a dingy basement room by myself. Deliveries by day. Dialysis by night.
Three years passed like that—until the hospital called to say they'd finally found a kidney match for me.
I gathered my courage and the three hundred thousand dollars I'd scraped together, ready to tell my parents about my illness and the surgery.
But outside their run-down apartment complex, I watched them climb into a luxury car and head straight to the hospital where I'd been getting treatment.
The whole way there, doctors addressed them with deference. Director Swanson. Director James.
My mind went blank. I followed like a corpse on strings.
Outside a lavish office, I heard their voices—familiar, yet cold as strangers.
"Push Penelope Swanson's surgery back. Give the kidney to that girl from the countryside."
"We both work at this hospital. We have to avoid any appearance of favoritism..."
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"Director Swanson, Director James—are you really giving the kidney to someone else?"
"Penelope has been waiting for three years."
"These three years with kidney failure... she's suffered so much..."
"I've watched her waste away from over a hundred and thirty pounds to barely seventy. I'm afraid she won't hold on much longer!"
Dr. Derek Chavez's voice cracked with disbelief and heartbreak.
I gripped the bank card in my hand so hard the edges bit into my palm. My ears rang. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Dr. Chavez, we're Penelope's parents. We're also doctors. You think we don't understand how dangerous kidney failure is?"
"Just do as we say."
"Call Penelope and tell her the hospital made a clerical error. Tell her to wait a little longer."
My father's voice drifted out—calm, tinged with impatience.
I bit down on the inside of my cheek until I tasted copper.
So this is it.
The parents who raised me crying poverty were the hospital's director and department head all along.
My head buzzed. I reached for the door handle—
But then I heard my mother's voice. Haughty. Detached.
"Dr. Chavez, Penelope isn't like her sister—the one who jumped off that building."
"Her sister was a failed experiment in hardship education. But Penelope? She's been obedient since birth."
"At three years old, she already knew how to read a room. She helped with all the housework."
"When she got her first period at twelve, she secretly used toilet paper for a whole year because she didn't want to waste our money."
"Yes, she has kidney failure. But the excellent qualities we deliberately cultivated in her have kept her going on her own."
My mother paused, her tone turning dismissive.
"Besides, if she passes our little test successfully..."
"What awaits her is wealth beyond anything ordinary people can imagine."
"So to avoid gossip, let her wait a bit longer."
"It's not like kidney failure actually kills anyone..."
With those airy words, she overrode Dr. Chavez's objections and replaced my name with someone else's.
In that instant, my body turned to stone.
Trembling, I remembered every moment of suffering from these past three years.
Hauling three bags of rice up seven flights of stairs for a few extra dollars in tips.
Sprinting up fifteen floors in under a minute to avoid late-delivery penalties, the taste of blood coating my throat.
Countless agonies.
All of them flooded back at once.
My stomach heaved. I clamped both hands over my mouth—and saw my arms. The arms riddled with dialysis scars.
Tears splattered against the floor.
My phone buzzed.
A text: Your kidney transplant surgery has been canceled.
And right after it—a new delivery order.
From this very hospital.
My parents had ordered a three-thousand-dollar luxury cake.
For a stranger's birthday party.
