Iris Marsh POV:
"Leaving?" Bennett's voice was slurred, cracking the silence of the apartment. His eyes, heavy-lidded, fluttered open. He looked directly at me, then at the suitcase next to my feet.
I didn't flinch. I just nodded. "Yes. I'm leaving. We need some space, Bennett. A lot of it."
I reached into my pocket, pulling out my house keys. The weight of them, once a symbol of our shared life, now felt like a burden. "Here. These are yours. This is your house. You bought it." I placed them carefully on the coffee table, right next to the empty whiskey bottle. A clear demarcation.
Then, I bent down, heaved my suitcase off the floor, and turned towards the door. My escape. My freedom.
But he was faster than his drunken state suggested. "No! Iris, wait!" He lurched to his feet, swaying slightly, and blocked the doorway. The scent of stale alcohol, cloying and heavy, assaulted my senses. There was a raw, desperate edge to his voice, an unfamiliar plea.
A sliver of doubt, thin and sharp as a razor, pricked at me. Had I misjudged him? Was there a part of him that still cared? I pushed the thought away. It was just the alcohol talking, twisting his regret into something that looked like love.
"If you truly love her, Bennett," I said, my voice flat, "then let me go. Let us both be free."
Before I could react, he lunged, wrapping his arms around me in a tight, suffocating embrace. He pressed his face into my hair, mumbling something I couldn't quite make out. It sounded like a desperate plea, a string of broken promises.
I struggled, pushing against his chest, my body recoiling from his touch. His lips found my neck, then my cheek. A wave of disgust washed over me. It wasn't just the whiskey on his breath, or the sickly sweet perfume that still clung to his clothes – Jayda's scent. It was the memory of his betrayal, the images of his intimacy with her, that made my skin crawl.
My despair transmuted into a scorching, furious anger. "Get off me!" I roared, twisting my head away from his unwanted kisses.
But his drunken grip was surprisingly strong, almost violent. "No! Don't go, Iris! This is our home! We can fix this!" His voice was clearer now, tinged with a possessive desperation.
Our home. The words were a bitter mockery. This wasn't our home. It was a cage of lies, a tomb for my dreams.
With a sudden burst of adrenaline, I shoved him with all my might. He stumbled back, caught off guard. And then, without thinking, my hand swung out.
SMACK!
The sound echoed through the silent apartment, sharp and shocking. My palm stung. Bennett's head snapped to the side, a bright red mark blooming on his cheek.
He froze. His eyes, hazy with alcohol a second ago, cleared instantly. He stared at me, his expression a mixture of disbelief, hurt, and utter bewilderment. He had never seen this side of me. The quiet, compliant Iris was gone.
I didn't offer an explanation. I didn't apologize. I simply turned, grabbed my suitcase, and walked towards the door. He didn't try to stop me this time.
I opened the door and stepped out, not daring to look back. The clicking of my suitcase wheels on the pavement was the only sound as I walked away, away from five years of my life, away from a man who had broken me into a million pieces.
A strange lightness settled over me, a feeling of release. The heavy burden I had carried for so long had finally lifted. I took a deep, shaky breath, the cool night air filling my lungs. I was free. Unmoored, perhaps, and terrified, but undeniably free.
I drove to my sister's apartment, the only solace I could think of. I fell onto her sofa, a deep, dreamless sleep finally claiming me.
