My heart slammed against my ribs. A sickening wave of panic washed over me.
I sprinted past Kayden, ignoring the destruction in the living room, and threw myself into my bedroom. The cheap mattress was ripped to shreds. A few plain t-shirts and a pair of jeans—clothes Josef had picked up from a thrift store yesterday at Kayden's instruction—were scattered across the floor.
I dropped to my knees, frantically digging through the debris. I clawed at the broken floorboards where I had hidden it. A sharp splinter of wood drove deep under my fingernail. Bright red blood welled up, but I didn't stop.
It wasn't there. My mother's diary—the thin leather book I had kept hidden inside the lining of my bra throughout my entire prison sentence, the only physical proof I had that she ever loved me, the only thing that kept me sane in a concrete cell—was gone.
A raw, agonizing sob tore out of my throat. I collapsed onto the ruined mattress, pulling my knees to my chest, my vision blurring with hot tears.
In the living room, Kayden was inspecting the lock on the apartment door—a fresh set of scratches around the keycard reader, different from the damage to the building's outer door weeks ago. His jaw was clenched tight. "Tactical entry. Professional. This isn't the same crew that hit the building entrance. Someone else is tracking us."
Josef dropped down from the fire escape outside, landing lightly on the windowsill. He was grinning, tossing a small, heavy object in his hand. He flicked it toward Kayden.
Kayden caught it. It was a solid gold cufflink, engraved with a distinctive crest.
"Well, well. Look what we have here," Josef cackled, pointing at the gold in Kayden's hand. "A Schroeder family crest. Looks like your dear family is sending their regards. Or someone wants us to think they are."
The name hit me like a physical blow to the stomach. My breath stuttered. The trauma of my past coiled around my throat, choking me.
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I pulled it out with shaking, bloody fingers. An encrypted text message flashed on the screen: Upper East Side. The Carlyle Cafe. Come alone.
Kayden crossed the room in two strides and snatched the phone from my hand. He read the text, his eyes narrowing. "It's a trap. You aren't going."
I stood up, my chest heaving. I grabbed the phone back, my fingers brushing harshly against his. "They have my diary! It's the only thing I have left! I have to go."
"You'll get yourself killed!" Kayden roared, the sudden volume of his voice shaking the thin walls.
"It's my life!" I screamed back, my throat raw.
We glared at each other, the air crackling with tension. Finally, Kayden's jaw ticked. He stepped back. "Fine. But Josef and I are shadowing you. If things go south, I'm pulling you out."
An hour later, I pushed open the heavy glass doors of the upscale cafe. The scent of roasted espresso beans and expensive perfume filled the air. A string quartet played softly in the corner.
My borrowed clothes—a black turtleneck and dark jeans—drew immediate, disgusted stares from the wealthy women sipping champagne. I kept my eyes fixed straight ahead.
In the darkest corner booth sat Javon Schroeder, my adoptive third brother. He wore a bespoke Italian suit. He was swirling a glass of scotch, his posture radiating lazy arrogance, but I noticed the tight grip of his fingers on the crystal glass.
I marched up to the table and slammed the side of my fist—the uninjured one—down onto the marble surface. The impact sent a dull shock up my arm, but it was nothing compared to the fire in my chest.
"Where is it?" I hissed, my voice trembling with suppressed rage.
Javon didn't look at my face. He reached into his breast pocket, pulled out a thick piece of paper, and slid it across the table.
It was a cashier's check. The number written on it had six zeros.
"Take the money and get out of New York," Javon said, his voice flat and cruel. "You're an embarrassment to the Schroeder name. Don't ever come back."
I stared at the check. The sheer, unadulterated insult of it made bile rise in the back of my throat. He thought he could buy my absence. He thought my mother's memory was worth a payout.
My vision went red. I snatched the check off the table. With a violent, jerky motion, I ripped it in half. Then into quarters. I shredded the heavy paper until my fingers cramped.
I threw the handful of confetti directly into Javon's handsome face.
"You cold-blooded, hypocritical bastards," I spat, my voice cracking.
Javon squeezed his eyes shut as the paper rained down on him. His jaw muscles jumped, and for a split second, a look of profound agony crossed his face. But he forced it down, maintaining his mask of indifference.
I grabbed the crystal glass of ice water from the table and threw the freezing contents directly onto his chest. The water soaked his expensive silk tie.
I turned on my heel and ran.
I burst through the revolving doors, hitting the cold Manhattan air. The adrenaline crashed. My knees buckled. I stumbled into a dark, narrow alley beside the cafe, pressing my back against a filthy dumpster.
I slid down to the wet pavement, buried my face in my hands, and sobbed. The sound was ugly, broken, and completely out of my control.
Suddenly, a large, warm hand reached out from the shadows. Strong fingers wrapped around my upper arm and hauled me upward, pulling me directly into a broad, solid chest.
The scent of expensive cigars and rain washed over me. Kayden didn't say a word. He just opened his heavy wool trench coat and wrapped it around my violently shivering shoulders, pulling me tight against his body.
He pulled a clean black handkerchief from his pocket. With agonizing slowness, he wiped the wet tears from my cheeks. His rough thumb brushed against my lower lip.
I rested my forehead against his chest. The steady, powerful thud of his heartbeat vibrated through my skull, grounding me.
Above my head, Kayden stared out of the alley, his eyes locked on the cafe window. He watched Javon wipe the water from his suit. Kayden's eyes were pitch black, filled with a terrifying, absolute promise of murder.
