Spoonful after spoonful, I finished the entire mango smoothie right in front of Calvin.
That night, my whole body burned and broke out in hives.
When I got up to find my allergy medication, the living room light flicked on.
I thought Calvin had remembered.
Instead, he walked right past me into the bathroom.
“What are you looking for in the middle of the night?”
A flat, half-asleep question, thick with congestion.
He didn't even glance at me before heading back to the bedroom.
He didn't care about the answer.
I stared at the allergy pills in my hand, then sank to the floor and cried until I couldn't breathe.
In that moment, whatever love I had left died completely.
That same night, I sent messages canceling every part of the wedding.
The next morning, I woke to Calvin's voice.
“Why are you sleeping on the couch?”
“What happened to you? What are all these red spots?”
Calvin was crouching beside the sofa, his eyes full of concern.
It was the first time in days that we'd actually looked at each other.
The feeling was foreign and familiar all at once.
“Damn it!”
“I forgot you're allergic to mango!”
The guilt hit Calvin all at once. He called in sick to work and rushed me to the hospital.
The entire time, he played the part of the attentive fiancé.
“Your husband treats you so well.”
The nurse hooking up my IV stole a glance at Calvin picking up my prescription and teased me.
But watching him fuss over everything, I felt nothing. Still water. Not a ripple.
Well?
If he really treated me well, I wouldn't be having an allergic reaction in the first place.
I tugged the corners of my mouth into something like a smile.
Three hours on the IV drip. Calvin stayed the whole time and didn't touch his phone once.
It rang a few times, but he ignored it.
I knew it was probably because of the nature of his work. Calvin genuinely didn't chat during business hours.
He and Cara only started messaging each other after work and on weekends.
On the drive home, Calvin seemed to remember something. “Yesterday you said you had something to discuss with me. What was it?”
My hand froze on the seatbelt.
So he'd known all along. He'd remembered.
I shook my head and clicked the seatbelt into place. “It was nothing.”
There was nothing left to discuss.
Calvin kept talking the whole way, trying to cheer me up, but I couldn't absorb a single word.
“I'll make you some porridge when we get in. Red bean?”
He was still talking as he stepped out of the elevator, but after a few steps, he stopped.
I looked past him and saw Cara crouched outside our front door.
“I'm really sorry, Cara. I forgot we were supposed to game today.”
Cara stood up looking hurt, rubbing the numbness out of her calves.
“You didn't even reply to my messages. So annoying.”
“So are we still playing or not?”
Calvin looked torn. He turned back to me.
I didn't acknowledge him. I walked past both of them and pushed the door open.
Calvin followed me inside, hesitant, and lowered his voice. “I'll make your porridge first. After you eat, you should rest. Cara and I can game in the study. We won't make a sound, I promise.”
Cara followed him in.
I lifted my head. “Do whatever you want.”
Calvin must have sensed something was off, because in the end he decided not to game after all.
He knocked softly on the bedroom door. “I'm going to drive Cara home.”
“The porridge is on the table. Let it cool down a little before you eat.”
When I heard the front door close, I walked out of the bedroom.
The bowl of porridge on the table was still steaming.
I sat there watching the clock. One hour passed. Then two. Calvin never came back.
Dusk settled in, and the door stayed silent.
I knew Calvin wasn't coming back.
The moment he said he was driving Cara home, I knew he wouldn't be back during the day.
I finished the porridge on the table and washed the bowl.
At five o'clock sharp, I left.
I stood in the doorway and looked at this apartment, the home I'd shared for three years. I used to believe it would be the place where Calvin and I ended up, the last stop.
What a fool I'd been.
The moment I pulled the door shut, eight years of us stayed behind with it.
Calvin rushed home in a panic to find the apartment empty.
His heart seized.
He started calling, texting.
No answer. No reply.
His hand trembling, Calvin tapped the last voicemail I'd sent him.
【Let's break up.】
Three seconds. Three words.
Calvin stared at his own reply, that single 【OK】, as if seeing it for the first time.
His breath stopped. The phone slipped from his fingers and hit the floor.
He looked around the apartment and realized, only now, how much of it was gone.
My toiletries had vanished from the bathroom. He stumbled to the bedroom and threw open the closet. My clothes were gone.
Every trace of me, erased.
Calvin stood in the middle of the living room, his eyes unfocused, something close to despair bleeding through.
That three-second voicemail kept looping in his ears, over and over.
