The dining room smelled like truffle oil and old money. Mom had pulled out the good china, the Limoges set from her wedding, and set Willow between Nathaniel Harper and Greyson like a prize nobody had bothered to wrap properly.
Willow wore one of my dresses. Navy silk, too tight through the shoulders where her tattoos peeked out from the sleeve edge. She kept picking at the tablecloth with her thumbnail.
"So," Nathaniel said, swirling his wine, "tell us about Nevada, Willow."
"Not much to tell." She shrugged. "Trailer had a leak. Bar had cheap whiskey. That's about it."
A silence dropped over the table like a held breath.
Greyson laughed first. Not warm. A short, clipped sound. "God, Willow. You can't say things like that in front of people." He looked at Nathaniel, not at her. "She's still learning. It's like raising a feral cat and expecting it to use silverware."
Nathaniel chuckled into his glass. Mom's smile went brittle at the edges.
"She's an embarrassment to the Burns name, honestly," Greyson went on, cutting his steak with surgical precision, eyes on his plate. "But we love her anyway. Don't we, Elliott?"
He said my name like a period at the end of a sentence he didn't want challenged.
I watched him. Not her — him. Every insult came out aimed somewhere past Willow's shoulder, never at her face. He wouldn't look at her when he cut her down. I'd seen him do a thousand cruel, elegant things over the years, always delivered eye to eye, a compliment wrapped around a blade. This was different. This required distance.
"She's still adjusting," I said. "We all are."
Willow's jaw tightened. She didn't look up from her plate either. For one strange second, the two of them looked like mirror images — both refusing to meet each other's eyes at the exact same moment.
I filed that away and reached for my water glass instead.
---
At two in the morning, the guest room ceiling wasn't interesting enough to keep looking at. I gave up on sleep and padded down the hallway toward the kitchen, sock feet silent on the runner.
I stopped at the top of the stairs.
Greyson stood outside Willow's door. My old door. His hand was raised, knuckles inches from the wood, frozen there like a man arguing with himself.
He didn't knock.
He just stood, chest rising and falling, hand hanging in that terrible half-decided space. Ten seconds. Twenty. Then his hand dropped to his side, and he turned and walked back toward the guest wing where he'd been staying since the dinner party, his footsteps careful, quiet, guilty.
He never saw me.
I stood there a long time after he was gone, thirty seconds, maybe more, the hallway dark and cold around me. Then I went down to the kitchen, made a cup of black coffee, and sat at the counter until the windows turned gray.
I didn't cry. I straightened the sugar bowl instead, turned the handle so it faced the same direction as the creamer.
---
Three nights later, I came down for water and found them already there.
Willow leaned against the island in an oversized t-shirt, one shoulder bare where the collar had slipped, a glass of bourbon dangling from two fingers. She was laughing at something, head tipped back, throat exposed under the pendant light.
Greyson stood across from her, and he wasn't laughing. He was watching her shoulder the way a man watches a fire he knows he shouldn't touch. I'd been engaged to him for two years. He had never once looked at me like that. Not at the engagement party, not on the terrace the night he proposed, not in any of the thousand rooms we'd stood in together.
Neither of them noticed me in the doorway.
I counted ten seconds. I made myself memorize it — the angle of his shoulders toward her, the careless drape of her arm on the counter, the exact distance between their bodies, which was less than the distance required for two people who weren't anything to each other. I filed it the way I'd file a quarterly report. Numbers don't lie. Neither does body language, if you know how to read the columns.
Then I turned around and went back upstairs without the water.
I didn't sleep after that. I lay in the guest bed and watched the ceiling and thought about my father's face at the gala, radiant under the chandelier, his arm around a daughter he'd known for three weeks. I thought about the list in my planner with Willow's name at the top and mine nowhere on it. I thought about Greyson's hand, raised and then lowered outside a door that used to be mine.
At seven, I got up, made coffee, and called my attorney's office.
"Elliott Burns," I said when the assistant picked up. "I need to see Marcus Thursday. Tell him to clear the afternoon."
"Of course, Ms. Burns. Can I ask what this is regarding?"
I looked out the window at the Park, gray and quiet in the early light.
"Personal restructuring," I said. "Nothing urgent."
I hung up and finished my coffee. My hands were perfectly steady.
