Grace POV:
The hoarse, broken whisper of my own voice bounced off the bathroom tiles. It sounded like a stranger.
I stood up. I walked over to the sink and shoved the handle up, turning the water all the way to cold.
I thrust my hands under the freezing stream. The icy water stung the torn skin on my fingertips, washing away the blood. The sharp, biting physical pain was exactly what I needed. It shocked my system, cutting through the emotional fog and leaving my brain razor-sharp and terrifyingly clear.
I cupped the freezing water and splashed it violently over my face. I scrubbed away the tear tracks. I washed away the weakness, the pathetic desperation, and the absolute disgust I felt for myself.
I reached into my bag and pulled out a tube of concealer. With practiced, mechanical precision, I dabbed it under my eyes, blending away the redness.
This was a survival skill. Over the past three years, I had perfected the art of hiding my pain so Josiah would never find me "troublesome." Now, I was using the cage he built to protect myself from him.
I took three slow, deep breaths. I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I forced the corners of my mouth to curl upward. I adjusted the muscles in my cheeks until I formed a perfect, soulless, compliant smile.
I pushed open the bathroom door. Keeping my eyes lowered in my usual submissive posture, I walked out into the brightly lit main lobby of the clinic.
Josiah was standing by the floor-to-ceiling windows. He had his phone pressed to his ear, his posture straight and commanding. He looked like the perfect billionaire heir.
My eyes darted to his right hand. The same hand that, just minutes ago, had been wrapped tightly around Alexandria's waist.
A wave of intense, visceral nausea hit the back of my throat. Bile burned my esophagus.
I swallowed hard, forcing the acid back down. I deliberately scuffed the sole of my sneaker against the marble floor, making a loud, clumsy noise.
Josiah heard the sound. He immediately pulled the phone away from his ear, tapped the screen to hang up, and spun around. In a fraction of a second, the bored arrogance vanished, replaced by a mask of deep, sickeningly perfect affection.
He strode toward me, closing the distance with long legs. He reached out his hand, moving to affectionately ruffle the top of my hair. It was his signature move. The master petting his obedient dog.
My body reacted before my brain could stop it. The sheer physical repulsion was too strong. I flinched, jerking my head back half an inch.
His hand caught nothing but empty air. He froze, his fingers hovering awkwardly between us. A flash of genuine shock crossed his eyes.
Panic spiked in my chest. If he realized I knew, my entire exit strategy would be ruined.
I immediately raised my hands and signed with frantic, apologetic speed: *I just washed my hair in the restroom. It's not completely dry yet.*
It was a flawless lie. It perfectly covered my physical recoil.
Josiah's tense shoulders instantly relaxed. The suspicion vanished from his eyes, replaced by a patronizing smile. He shoved his rejected hand into his trouser pocket.
"How was the session today?" he asked, his voice dripping with fake concern.
I looked into his eyes. They used to be my entire world. Now, looking at them was like staring into a pool of stagnant, rotting water.
I pulled out my phone. My fingers didn't tremble at all as I typed out the lie and turned the screen toward him: *Same as always. Nothing. I'm sorry to disappoint you.*
I watched his micro-expressions. I saw the tiny, almost imperceptible relaxation of his jaw. He was relieved. He was relieved I was still broken.
He reached out and patted my shoulder heavily. "It's okay, Gracie. We have all the time in the world. Even if you never speak, I'll take care of you forever."
Three hours ago, that promise would have brought me to tears of gratitude. Now, I just sneered internally. The hypocrisy was so thick I could choke on it.
Suddenly, the aggressive, roaring engine of a sports car echoed from the street outside. I recognized the sound immediately. It was Alexandria's obnoxious red Ferrari, pulling up to the curb.
Josiah glanced out the window. A flicker of guilt, or maybe just inconvenience, crossed his face. He cleared his throat and made a big show of checking his Rolex.
"Damn it," he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. "An emergency board meeting just got scheduled. I have to head to the office right now."
I knew exactly what kind of 'meeting' he was having. But I kept my face blank. I nodded, putting on my best understanding, supportive smile.
Josiah let out a breath of relief. He reached into his tailored jacket and pulled out a sleek, heavy black titanium credit card. He held it out to me. "Take a cab back to your place. Buy whatever you want. Treat yourself."
I stared at the black card. I didn't reach for it.
The sight of a rich man handing over hush money triggered a deep, ugly memory. It was exactly how my mother's wealthy boyfriend used to pay her off before he finally threw us both out on the street. I was not going to be a paid whore.
I raised my hands and signed firmly: *I have money from my part-time job. I don't need it.*
Josiah's face hardened. His patience snapped. The gentle protector vanished, replaced by the dictatorial heir. He grabbed the lapel of my coat and forcefully shoved the heavy card deep into my pocket.
"Just take it, Grace. Don't be difficult," he ordered, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Without waiting for a response, he turned on his heel and walked briskly out the glass doors. He didn't look back once.
"I'm done playing your game."
